Sin

We all sin. It was not the Romans who crucified Him. It was not the Romans who mocked Him. It was not the Romans who put the crown of thorns in His head. It was not the Romans who whipped Him until his bones were exposed out of the flesh. It was not the Romans who gambled His clothes while He laid on the cross in agony. It was not the crowds who wanted to free Barabbas and crucify Him. It was me. Every time I sin, I am complicit in His death. But he looked at the world that hated him and said, "Father, forgive them; for they know not what they do." We truly do not know the extend of His suffering because we look for revenge and retaliation when someone does something bad to us instead of forgiveness. It is difficult not to sin, especially as someone with ADHD and autism, who does things out impulsiveness but I understand that there is no excuse for my behavior regardless.